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I think I’ve been delaying this post for so long..
It’s been two months since my last post here, hmm.. I think I have to be more diligent.. :)
Anyway, for my self reflection –part 2- post, I think it’s best to base it on this book that I recently read, “The Shack”. I guess many of you have read it since it’s one of the bestseller.. and maybe you feel, “Wow! Is it true that God really like that in person? How can you ‘meet’ God, actually? or, I don’t think that it could really happen in this real life..”
Well, to be honest, I was so wowed at first.
I thought, “Wow.. If I can meet God in a place like that, what would I say to Him ya? Can I say, God, I’m sorry for all the bad things I’ve done.. or, I would be so mad at Him? ”
Hmm… Maybe option no.2 is what I’m going to do..
I’ll be so mad at Him until the point that I’ll blame Him for all of the bad things that’s happened to me.. :( I’m not making it up, it’s true..
Sometimes, when I feel so sick and tired for all of the troubles and dilemma.. I’ll say to God, “God, I can’t take this anymore.. Please take away these troubles from me.. Why did you give me this complicated situation anyway?” I was blaming God.. And then I’ll cried my heart out.
But then, after my tears are dried up and I feel better afterwards, I started to think again with my coolheaded mind. I’d say to myself, this situation is not God’s fault, it surely not! Maybe all of these happened for a reason.. I was sad because of that, of course.. But is blaming God the right thing to do?
I don’t think so.. (I can say this AFTER my head is clear.. :) )
I have to admit, all of the things that happened to me, brought me some goodness too.. Because, if I never had those troubles, I would never learn how to deal with the cruel life. All I ever learn would be the good things only, I’ll never know what it feels like to be suffering from pain, aches and even depression. It’s hard in the process, but in the end, after I got through of it, I know the pain will go away…
No pictures in this post, cause I meant it to be a self reflection one.. :)
Visit The Shack book website here.
I’ll see you at the next post!